my heart is swaying again… i am giving myself hope…but i have no idea if i am right…my heart have a sing a song…a song for you… *shaking my head* every little thing … is staying in my mind…

i should consider the “what if”… but i am scared … i really am… i learn that lesson… hiaz… like i am not hurt bad enough…

what might he be thinking? Is he too feeling what i am feeling? such a stupid question to ask…

I hate being hang dangling half way… yet i hate the ugly truth & also love the beautiful reality… what an irony i am…

All this is still new… i know that well…thought i can just get over it … i think i am wrong…

L.O.V.E is a 4 letter word…. which i have totally no clue of it anymore… It drive me crazy… and i want it to…. aaaaa what am i saying…. Someone care  to show me?

Wondering …maybe i see you in my dream… at least i can find your comfort there… my sweet sugar dream