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Afraid
Thursday, November 5, 2009, 9:06 PM

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I am not going to lie to myself. I admit i was fooling with myself, who is not afraid of losing hahaha right? i dun have the courage to face it , kind of coward ya =p but that the truth.

I really dun want to deal with it , seriously i am kind of losing it lately, did not expect to feel so hard, come on people everyone have their fear . Till now i still need time to deal with it. BUT CONTROL !!! I will keep it in mind.

Someone Special reminded me , only if u bless someone will u be blessed , even if i wish to be selfish , i know that it will only hurt others and well myself. And that i dun need to wait for happiness to happen, heez (this is the best part) I AM GOING TO MAKE IT MYSELF

Might take sometime but you know i have my backbone supporting me(Navi, my nuren,3 beautiful ladies, kitty aiya too many to name =p ). Soon or later i hope this drama is going to be over soon and i am sure i will stay out of the way.

Search for happiness not confusion and sadness.

And i am strangely addicted to the MAN health magazine … (3 gals looking at a sexy woman with fake breast ‘what the hell’ )and today the library had a mini show classical music concert Chloe and violin. I think the piece is called priceless or from the movie and it totally took my heart away.. melted …

tml gym and subway~ also thanks Nu Ren for the ice-cream =p

Love Cally
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