Actually..

when it end…

2010-09-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

so finally sem 2.1 is over..

brain overload till is burn and project overload till most of FDM 2.1 is nearly killed

BUT WE SURVIOR IT!!! YEAH!!! no other can beat us year 2 FDMers

now i have time to try some editing work , even thought i dun have a NDSL i can only work with a digital cam so i will work with what i have 1st =]

after all is the process that is important right =]

enjoy life people

i tell myself..

2010-09-04T23:27:00.001+08:00

is going to be alright…

everyone have their choices and decisions

I have mine so have you…

I want to stop lying to myself… stop making silly mistake… stop looking for it

when will i really get out of this? because you are not leaving my world, not just yet

I enjoy every moment, even if most of the time you don’t understand my needs. I guess i choose to put you 1st before myself.

Let see what will happen next … monster …

1st Sight

2010-08-17T12:57:00.001+08:00

Love at 1st sight…

never in my life have i imagine that there is such a person who have the ability to take my breathe away by looking in his eye.. you caught my eye

Beautiful was the word that came right in my mind when i saw you… i try not to stare.. not to smile..pretend that nothing happen…

but i can’t, yes , I'm mesmerize

i smile at the thought of it , and i caught yr attention…you smile back at me…

suddenly James blunt song was playing in my ipod… and the whole scenario was just like his song … you're beautiful..

I don’t think I'm ever see him again but we share a moment that will last till the end

is yr stop… you turn and look at me…"Bye” you said with a smile….

I can never forget you….

You

2010-08-06T23:57:00.001+08:00

Here is my little secret.

It is only with the heart that one can read rightly.

What is essential is invisible to the eye…

Antoine Saint-Exupéry Little Prince

a painful month

2010-07-24T11:55:00.001+08:00

One more week and most of the suffering will end… the day i am waiting for is 6 Aug…

what happen after the last time i blog.. hmmm quite a lot…

I lost my hand phone.. but i found it back!! thanks to some kind soul

went to Blu Jaz for Isadora band “wek’end vacancy” Performance and have dinner there with Sebbie~ we took the front row =]

might consider to go back there again

now next week there is 3 submission, PM one Tues, PS on Wed, and FLSM on Fri…

the week after is SPLN and IRDD…

holiday i miss you…

Letter to Juliet…

2010-07-09T23:09:00.001+08:00

a fruitful trip down to Lido with my Nu ren for a movie i suggested =]

and it turn out to be a wonderful story!!!!

EnNi was making so much noise~ hahhaa but glad that it got her attention

try try try never let love die… believe in LOVE. IF YOU LOVE HIM/HRT, PICK UP THE COURAGE AND GO FOR IT, IS NEVER TOO LATE TO TRY.

you surprise me…

2010-07-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

It took me some time to realize this, but sometimes, what you want isn’t always what you get, but in the end what you get is so much better than what you wanted.

floating with joy deep from my heart~

1 down 6 more to go~

2010-07-03T16:51:00.001+08:00

Finally IRDD Design Project is over!!!!

I finally let a burden off my shoulder, but the end of one , is the begining of another…

there is still SS,FLSM,PUBLIC SPECKING,SPACE PLANNING,PM, AIR-CON….
but i a still glad that we receive good feedback from both the lecturer, and Matthews video was a hit!!! totally impress by this work, good job, my resort design was good too, Van research pay off, priya correction skill improved. GOOD JOB GOOD JOB.

time for more sleep this 2 days. need to gain back some energy~ meow~ cool cats ROCK!

The key to life

2010-06-30T11:33:00.001+08:00

“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the
key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be
when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand
the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.” John Lennon

I wouldn’t forget

2010-06-28T00:15:00.001+08:00

we might not be close again, but i won't ever forget how it used to be♥

Gone

2010-06-21T01:18:00.001+08:00

Some things happen but it never affect the out come… i wonder why…

Is dream… i wish i snap out of it quick yet i want to remain in it…

短暂的温柔, 短暂的拥有, 短暂的幸福

是不是我想用有的？

忘啦吧。。。

我不可以。。。

回来吧？。。。

你走了。。。

到头来。。我还是一个人。。。

quote

2010-06-20T03:41:00.001+08:00

There are some hurts that you never completely get over,

and you think that time will diminish their presence and to a degree it does.

But it still hurts because well,

hurt hurts.

Wonderful morning

2010-06-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

Was so unreal, yet i feel it happen…

Woke up smiling to myself.. a sense of happiness rush through me…

will it happen again.. i can say the chances are low.. or near to never.

but… babe smile back at me…

Faith… how do i get my trust back…

PROJECT!!! RUN!!

2010-06-15T20:48:00.001+08:00

IRDD I AM COMING FOR U !!!

Spln u toooooo

working cutting printing measuring gluing sticking a lot of things!!!!!

Goodbye..6/6/2010

2010-06-11T21:04:00.001+08:00

I wonder to myself, am i doing the right thing..

Yes and No.

When Grandpa was admitted to a hospital, mom totally freak out and the following night she flew back leaving everything behind for me to take care off.

Dad called me if i can come back for a few days, i took this situation too lightly...

my fault.. i could have went back right after exam, but in my though i believe that grandpa will make it through in no time

Mom told me to continue with what I'm suppose to do now, i know from her voice she want me with her, even if my 2 brothers are there, she needed me. I feel the guiltiness but i have also another responsibly in hand…

when it was day 0, Billy called and say he ”he is gone…..”

the 1st thing that went into my head is how is mom, grandma? what is the situation like now… what am i suppose to do? Is he really gone?

and i lose it, right there i broke into tears…i called mom to confirm the situation, and she say “Don’t worry, he went peacefully, no pain at all although he lose a lot of weight during this 2 week, he is no longer in pain… don’t cry he dun want you to just give up what ever you are doing right now, you are like him, when you do something you gave your best, learn from it .. now you focus and try your best not to think about it for now ok”

I could not say a word, i was trembling, but i pull myself together as much as i can…

I will admit,i was effected by this situation, i try to concentrate not to think about it but from time to time i space out…

If i am not wrong i hear from one of the helper that there is one freshie whose grandparent has pass away.. in my heart i was saying “ Mine too, why am i here,what am i doing ?”

I want to finish this camp , i want to prove to him that what i am doing is not going to go to waste, at least this is what i can do…i will give it all even if i make mistakes along the way.

Till now i dun dare to say a word about it, i am scared i make anyone cry, when received a hug someone, i already feel like crying… i need that shoulder… so weak all of a sudden…

I am proud of everyone and i appreciated those who help out in the camp, thanks for your words e.g. “is ok we will help you, we will pull it through, smile” it really was the strength for me to carry on and not to just leave and run away.

From this camp i know another side of myself.. i heard alot of “ feedbacks” about myself, things i will work on to change.. but any good feedbacks?

Did i do well or did i fail ? i don’t dare to ask now… i am scared

I need a break take my mind off it now, i want to focus on my PROJECTS NOW!!!

back to work again..

need to find my courage,strength & true friends

Impression…

2010-06-05T01:39:00.001+08:00

I have to learn to stop saying

I LOVE YOU

so easily….

but when i say it.. i mean it.. i really do

ugly!!

2010-06-03T23:57:00.001+08:00

okie so i decied to post an ugly post today on my BLUE BLACK

i recieve from tug of war was very fun played it like 3 times and here is the result of it

1st day

2nd day

3rd day!! the worst day of all

very ugly~

healing now is gone!!!!

thanks you =}

2010-06-02T01:09:00.001+08:00

If a design require a single word to tell you how it work,it is a bad design.

Good design is something people dun think is designed.

Love ya~

what kind of regrets?

2010-06-01T23:10:00.001+08:00

You have officially break my heart…

what more can i say

you win

Are you prepare?

2010-05-29T23:52:00.001+08:00

Today send my bro off to the airport as he is having HOILDAY!!!! so wish i have mine too =,=

Airport so pack today…

another week is going to begin again… Term Test is going to start… then camp..then PROJECTSssssssssss!!!! than omg still got what…

I dun hope i am stressing myself out but this stupid “worried” feeling is not going away…

is like when you have a break up and you keep thinking of yr EX that kind of feeling…SHIT

going to get back to my notes now….haiz…

ENDING MEANING another Start is beginning…

2010-05-27T00:43:00.001+08:00

just a few more days before exam and i am not making friends with my notes…

Camp is getting near.. very very excited + worried

The good thing is that i got to know a more people from FDM.. making my connection boarder =]

Going to have to chiong my study and project at the same time…

Everyone is tired too… THEREFORE I AM SUPER SUPER THANKFUL FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO PUT IN SO MUCH EFFORT TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN… let hope for the best outcome for the camp and also enjoy ourselves ya =}

Please jia you for the term test and please get some sleep… =} mi

Wear out…damaged.. but somehow protected…

2010-05-22T23:10:00.001+08:00

i have been so tired lately… don’t have time to even update anything..

Trying to cop with a lot of things now a days… trying to get more sleep but not working… trying not to worry so much..trying to control my temper… trying do project.. trying to rush my work… trying to be happy =] trying to stay positive… trying make other’s happy too…

trying trying..and i will make it someday =]

sometime you lose something… but in the mean time you gain something

when you weight both of it you will realize what is more important to you.. and now i rather lose it cause something more suitable is here…

choosing my comfort zone…all thanks to you <3

=}

2010-05-06T23:01:00.001+08:00

Shit … YOU MAKE ME SMILE

Tired=lack of time

2010-05-05T21:30:00.001+08:00

It have been a very very busy 2 week.. finally got most of the things in hand…but still got a lot more things coming its way to me…

Given a 15 min talk to the freshies today about the camp, it went well i guess…

Individual groups are holding their meetings soon…

Quiz is coming up one by one… MUST STUDY…

Public specking was pretty okie… and i choose a topic which is quite weird but i think i will be able to do it =} got to know some cool people very interesting…

Still in the process of recovering from my sickness… hope it will end soon.. need the energy

trying to balance my personal life and school is a bit hard for me now… but i still hope for something to spark up…

BOTH mentally and physically tired… need a shoulder… like those time i remember… it was somewhat amazing.. never know when i will have it again…

Something Fishy~

2010-04-28T20:29:00.001+08:00

When over to Glass house for dinner to celebrate Shirin birthday..

Baby camera test 2 =]

Making my way into the pic!!

Smile people~

Nice one =]

Roy you blocking my way!!!

What to eat =,=

Pretty =p

Heez =}

Me and Cat

New York Fish and chip

Wave Wave

Group shot 1

ONe more time

Sick

2010-04-27T16:27:00.001+08:00

So i ended up sick yesterday… and lucky never end up going to place opp my hus (SGH)

took 2 day mc.. and med… must be better my tml…rest rest rest…

Thanks you=]

Was about to delete some old pictures..so upload them incase i need it again some day…

I still have my straight hair

Dunno how long agooo… i is before poly…

People that is wat i call kite flying.. the top right hand corner one is ours

大澳…

My cousin lock him in there =p

Come on seriously… that my dad =,=

ME and DAD

Day out =]

2010-04-25T15:13:00.001+08:00

Yesterday when out to we Sebbie and Shirin to find Roy at Ion, having a preview of the musical “Believe” which 1st started off from my batch of Outram students… now going on the their 4th production.

Some Pictures by Sebbie’s Baby( 1st day of work)

RAWWWW (I like this)

2 MIssy~

Me and Royyy

ME of cuz

is on the escalator

wahhhh

playing playing

What you want?

Group Picture

me and shiris

IRON MAN

Me and my man Woody

Got to kiss him =p

Boring…

SEe 2 boring people..=$=

ME and sebbie!!!

I love it!!! mucks~

this is not working…

2010-04-20T22:52:00.001+08:00

You told me you want me...........

You told me you miss me...........

You told me you love me.........

But you never told me...............

You gonna leave me ...........

I was the one who leave…..

was dreaming for today to happen… and when it came … i was not ready

Here i am thinking that i could move on….. let things go

but is all bull shit i guess…

and I dunno how many SORRY i have to say…

still I can not forgive myself…

Someone once told me "I just want you to be happy, as long as you do that I am happy”

how can I be happy when i cry after hearing you said this…

1st day of my 2nd year

2010-04-19T22:20:00.001+08:00

Kick start my day off with a meeting in the clubroom and got to know Sean my Camp planning partner

lesson is more or less slackly Raymond did not come for IRDD lecture than went to help with book selling but Van did more of the work =,= sorry van

Now i came up with 2 draft desgin for the camp T still need more ideas and thinking =,= hmmmmm

will see how the week goes…

really got me thinking

2010-04-18T01:00:00.001+08:00

Call me indecisive… i am… is not a choice sometime, is a chance…

It takes courage i believe…the rest i will keep it to myself…

Went out with Joey and was planning to watch KICK ASS but end up with shutter island which really screw my head … and end up with me keep repeating “kick ass kick ass kick ass” i think Joey got irritated by it =,=

and my shabu shabu gone too…

at least he did not fall a sleep ,almost but did not =p

he say fun part was seeing me freak out =,=

shopping~

2010-04-16T21:37:00.001+08:00

so yesterday meet up with nu ren

she was looking for a new bag so walk around with her=]

me and my nu ren!!! i like yr new hair **love love**

trying out nu ren camera

sorry people i GAIN WEIGHT!!!! will hit the gym soon need do more stretching 1st

opps~ the toilet

than we chat chat about everything and her mom love my present haha end up she took it =p

well school starting soon hmmm I WANT TO WATCH KICK ASS!!!

and i have to think of how to ans those qns.. head ach =,=

Back to S’pore

2010-04-14T18:29:00.001+08:00

After a month back to HK i am back again for round 2 !!

this trip back to hk was more or less the time for me to think and clear my thoughts, been working at my dad shop again this time and he is happy about that so that make me happy too =]

i have a feeling that i am going to have a busy busy term ahead of me …

ahhhh people people people~

pretty~

I love the coffee here~ kind of a run away for peace and quite inside this busy city…

will meet up with every one as soon as possible =]

train ride~

2010-04-07T11:57:00.001+08:00

Dad and i decided to travel up to Guan Zhou by train~

it just take one hr which is super fast

so inside the train~(look at the magazine there is a church at the right page left hand corner –we will be there soon~)

me and my old man~ =p

now here we are at the church~

zooom in as near as i can =,=… can see the taint glass?

i first thought was a boucony …. but is for the air-con =,=

the letter on each block mean what they sell

people do live here ok!

this is the best part!!!!! we was so hungry and suddely we found this place and the feeling eating here is quite amazing

you see the white paper? that the menu and the boss, he use a Chinese calculator!!!

this is a telephone booth

next we are going in to a place where is British people used to stay in long long time ago

every building inside all look different

this restruant used to be a famous place to eat becuase of its history but dad say it change since the last time he was here

please boil your own water!!!

last let me end it wit MANgo ice-cream~

what should/could i do…

2010-03-31T01:57:00.001+08:00

so randomly going to placing in HK and back to work at night…

But there is “something” that i feel is wrong and i believe that if it is the right thing to do or say… one have the right to do it…

I will not want to do business with a concept of only doing it for money, but also apart of it as an enjoyment…

Note to self: never become a partner with someone you cannot work with… make things clear…

and i hear something i dun wish to hear… is not the 1st time… i was hurt .. i still am…

yes, of cus i dun know maybe how to do everything… i am willing to learn… but somehow i am protected and end up being judge upon it…

Some pic

hell this icecream!!! (please open a outlet in singapore)

The white side is bailey with nuts and the dark side is 90% PURE CHOCOLATE…

thank you to who ever made ice cream!!!

when down to the port and have some old stories told to me…

enjoy today thanks you~

this boat is an Icon for HK, it use to be the only way for HKer to travel to HK island before the tunnel is build, now is just a tourists transport…

so wat happen?

2010-03-24T23:29:00.001+08:00

In the Plane… is a nice view…

giraffie~ is experiencing its 1st time in hk

thanks mom .. for the past 19 year

and SUSHI!!!!

2ND PLATE..+ 2 more Raman total HK$105 = S$21

Pudding…~ ahhhh inside is Hokkaido milk and yogurt peach

Mango favorite ones

the real things…

So far that all i got see what i can find next time =]

My 19th year

2010-03-20T22:12:00.001+08:00

1st i have to thanks my family for the love and care all this years, next is my dear dear friends for the supprt, love and presents =]

receive many things this years =]

i hope for a good year ahead and will continue to work hard on my studies

mom and bro is leaving today and thanks bro & yr gf for today dinner and presents =]

well and my honey E too heez

News…

2010-03-12T20:41:00.001+08:00

So today was result day… i can only say i have improve by abit…but still.. not what i expected…

So took today off go for a walk also go fix my ipod again .. but again it is not working …hiaz…

but was a good day =]

thanks…

NEWS

For those who is a Twilight fan please take note!!!!

Eclipse trailer is out!!!

please sit back relax and enjoy the show =]

Please kindly enter into this link (sorry i could not post it in here)

http://eclipsethemovie.com/

and people i hope all receive good grades and also take note!!! “Remember me” is out on 18 march so remember to catch it =p

Lady Gaga latest video “Telephone” is out

I can only say… is amazing (but if u can’t take some sexy scene please let me rate it as M18)

Shopping

2010-03-11T21:52:00.001+08:00

aaa let me zhi lian for a while =,=

Ok back to today story

So went out with nu ren today last meeting before i go back ><

Went down to forever 21 at 313 after lunch

and we were so busy looking at every thing =,=

and i found something cute so go try out =]

Is lace!!!!! i love it

and of course we have to finish out say off with some photos =]

IS it a cure or a poison

2010-03-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

Love is a contradictory tool
Like a mouse that looks harmless will bite
Love will boost you to the clouds
Then fling you down in a sudden storm
A hidden knife laced with the most potent
Medicine
Is it a cure or a poison?
How many ponder nights
How many ponder days
How many hope
Only to find that that special one...
Exists only in books and their imagination
Is Love strength or weakness?
To be loved is power
To love is to succumb to that power

by my friend Isadora 10 year ago i think

Freak

2010-03-08T18:36:00.001+08:00

I’M A FREAK, STUPID AND EVERYTHING U CAN THINK OF…

EVERY THING HAPPEN YET NOTHING HAPPEN …

I AM MYSELF YET NOT MYSELF

WHO AM I?

SORRY… MY FAULT…SORRY…

I PROMISE U EVERYTHING WILL BE THE SAME AS BEFORE…

picture to show…

2010-03-07T22:32:00.001+08:00

Some pictures from yesterday =] and other random stuff =]

beware alot of photos

Isadora =] fun fun lady did 2 makeup for her super white and greeeeeen brown

one of Isadora shot- by sebbie

During the shot

waiting after the make up 2nd look =]

Me and my station =p (thanks to richmond)

I like this one~

This clear shot show the green eye shadow color LOVE IT~Richmond work too

this too was good by Richmond

haaaalloooo drinking here

okie i smile for the camera

Loyton-san =p sound like loyster hahaha will see him in school

OMG OMG OMG is JONNEY DEEP’S HAIR!!!! AHHHHHHH

very disturbing while we all tried to take photo got a ‘bush’ behind us~

Than is the night shot with Clarie

did her make up in Mac!!! so weird every one looking at me =,=

Outdoor shot~

paparazzi

the deep was good -by Richmond

My suggestion heez good shot (can u tell where this is??) -by Sebbie

Shoes~ by Richmond

I’m the “tester”

So bored so started to chat chat chat taka “shot”

smile~

Ants attacks ahhh~

“test”shot again

aaaahhh lovers =,=

HAlo SINGLE here ~

Great Black and White

My unglam/ah lian look attached the police =,=

so bad can!! i good gal~

okie for now is this ‘few’ got more than upload ba =]

Wonderful

2010-03-06T22:54:00.001+08:00

So what happen lately is wonderful=]

On Fri went to Katong to KTV!!! and we all sang out hearts out and i have this pretty pretty pretty pretty present from my 4 beautiful Lady~

VERY SUPER THANKSFUL =] THANKS YOU VERY MUCH! MUACKS

Jealous Right 0.<

But i broke my heals and i fall down the stairs =,=

Oh and thanks Yueming for her make up kit=]

Than Today i did 2 Photo shot make up for sebbie

Hope it turn out good =] took the whole day and seb treat me lunch also meet some new friends =] aaaaa i miss him so so much =]

Thanks Muacks~

hope can see it soon heeez

Was a good day… tml going ikea tml~

A new MOon

2010-03-01T22:22:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of Chinese new year and my family plan to make 湯圓 =]

Seeeee later going to add some red bean paste into it~

Tadan!!!! 湯圓 as round as the MOON!!!

The mooon is soooooooooooo super big !!!

A moon this big appear 50 years ago and now in my life time is see it for myself!!!

I wish i can lay down on a beach and just star/moon glazing….

Lastly a love shape plum =]

My heart will go on

2010-02-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

I HATE TITIAN…

it never fails to make me cry… why…

i switch channel and is Deathliest sea… same thing like titian…

hiaz in the end i still watch it… and hiaz….

dame it the song is stuck in my head like the movie… so many die…

going to watch Oscar on 7 march(sorry for the mistake)… and will go to look for books i think…

Rest Thank God~

2010-02-26T22:47:00.001+08:00

Finally the day have come!!!! I am free from textbook and exam paper for awhile****

I dun think i have ever study till my head hurts so bad that i have to give up looking at the Qns.

Everything is going up and down, i have this urge to run away from home for now… since i have no power to help…

Well aside those bad things… I look forward to my holiday~ 2 weeks before i go back to HK i will find some of my old friends out =]

Movies i plan to catch will be ‘Alice in Wonderland’, ‘Dear John’, ‘72 Tenants of prosperity’, and ‘NINE’ (Hope is still out ><)

From all the spending must earn them back when i get back HK… hiaz now is those times where i really dun want to go back…

So random…

After exam went to get some ice-cream with Nu ren and went in to ESPRIT and found this

Very nice good for Winter love love love it…

$$139(this is after discount and is the last piece…)

EnNI Attempt to take a good photo of me… trying to control my laugh =X

Seriously love the Cutting and the material >,<

$$129 (As if i can spent so much on a jacket…)

This is what i will end up like before 12 today… good night people

A Morning Boost really works…As if magic happen for a sec…

RanDom

2010-02-17T21:15:00.001+08:00

is a random post this time but got something of van

van u say u want see me in Qi Pao

here u go =]

One of the days when i get some bubble tea …

this cat … a real size lazy Garfield!!!!

having a good life – the year of the tiger, the year for the big cats!! MEOW!~

春節快乐

2010-02-15T14:57:00.001+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!

祝大家

身体健康

学业进步

笑口常开 =]

So Chinese new year usually we would spent time going to eat Chinese dinner, come over my area(Chinatown) take a walk, absorbed the new year feel…

However this year… we went Little India!!!

My dad crazy idea but was a pretty good one =]

cuz all my relative and i live in the same blk my visiting hr was over like in one morning. Finish all the carrot cake mom made.

Some pictures all in a mess….

Me and Stupid Billy

After we reach Little India we walk from there to BUGIS and from there we head down to City hall and landed ourselves at the floating stage

This durian gave me quite a lot of inspiration for my art piece last time…

seeing it Spin i feel like vomiting …errr

No one is going to put me in this thing… no way….

BUt it look pretty

Saw this in HK before but still is really cool

buying gold… anyone want get for me???

like father like daughter =]

we love to walk and walk and walk….

mom & dad

The smell of curry…

see where my bro get this ‘talent’ from !!!

Adidas boy

Every one know.. CNY is also valentine day

Couples in Action

Family Photo~

i just sneeze and u take a pic!!! MOM!!!

I don’t think he know i was taking picture..

So overall I hope everyone enjoyed themselves… but now…

BACK To study…. Jia you Jia you!!!

Family…

2010-02-12T21:05:00.001+08:00

For a year now since my family is together as a whole…

A good feeling =]

And my crazy dad went for furniture shopping and he got me a new chair!!! yeah!!!

is green hahaha now i have 3 chair

small red, middle pink and big green

than there is this big wood coffee table pretty matching after doing hcde… all this furniture design stuff is building in my brain…

finish a few maths paper and will start on tbp tml… i hope i can get a GPA this time round …

This year cny… my guessing is it will be an interesting one somehow…

Forgot to mention yst went to watch Valentine’s days was a good movie, for people like me who is interested in how love is build, lost, treasure, betray.. and the magic and mystery of it…

U have my biggest support go for the movie have a good laugh and enjoy =]

Now i want to catch percy jackson >< heez anyone?

Special

2010-02-10T23:04:00.001+08:00

So today we manage to finish hcde report which is also my final report of my year 1!!!!

can’t believe time past so fast!! my year 1 poly life just fly pass me…

Today took out some courage and yup =] smile

Is not the best so i will try again next time =] sorry if it was not tat good >,<

Dad is here haha and he make me laugh like he always does!!!!

Today lunch nu ren and evon make me almost choke on my rice, at home dad make me burst the water out my mouth!!

wat a funny day~

coming….

2010-02-08T21:13:00.001+08:00

I am not going to have a valentine day this year but i still hope for a good new year dinner…

STILL I AM GOING TO WATCH VALENTINE’S DAY so pls watch with me >,<

i will do it alone if i have to… this week….

A day with a title somehow mean something to some of us… no matter what it is…

So some of you will might not take it to heart as it will just go pass u within 24 hrs.

to me every of those “WOW” moment is like valentine’s day to me… even if it did not happen on 14feb =]

And i realize that i should stay way from ‘things’ sometime.. is getting on my nerve and i dun want to due with more things now… yes is love but just not the boy gal love (I still want that okie =,=)

well… i will try something new this week… before i have no time for it…

lord… can i have an answer?

2010-02-07T21:39:00.001+08:00

FREAK!

WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NEXT?

IS C-R-A-Z-Y!!!

ALL THIS… IS OFFICALLY DRIVING ME NUTS!!!

STILL NOT GOING TO GET AN ANSWER I SUPPOSE…

hiaz… am i back to square one or did i move?

Disappointment~

2010-02-07T12:46:00.001+08:00

i promise myself this today… ‘i am never going to go out with people who dun keep their promise…fly me air plane with no apology…’

And i still have not meet anyone one who can be constantly punctual when they promise to meet me… score sheet 0….

I JUST HAVEN MET YOU YET…

ANYWAY… is a peaceful/ yet uncomfortable 3 day break… so i plan to fix my plants…

AND !!!! there are bugs!!!! they attack my babies!!!! i have to clear a lot of them away!!! i just hope my medican works… i hate those bugs errrrr….

But the basil is growing very well and it actually reproduce in my other pots!!! so cute!!! but i gave some of those sprouts to my neighbor…

i actually brought this back from hk =pp

chong chong ~ growing in progress..

and if u notice the basil is growing there too!!!

OVERLOAD!!

feel good when i can eat what i grow =]

SAD…><

2010-02-03T21:18:00.001+08:00

Today is the last day of JAP!!! meaning is ROLE PLAY TIME!!!

ARrrrrrrrr very excited very nervous!!! so we found a empty classroom and practice there =]

And my hp session came out =p lalallala

I AM SO GOING TO MISS JAP LESSON and the guys =]

THANK YOU GUYS!!!!

aaaaa so sad… hope my next CDS is good ><

man man man man man so sad… sobsob

Rehearsal!!!!

Scene 1~

i THink i like this biggggg empty spect =ppp

DOMO DOMO DOMO DOMO DOMO DOMO DOMO

shHHHHH keep quite ok?? heez

HAVE A CHOCOLATE DREAMZZZ…

ARIGATO GOZAIMASU

KISSIES~FLY FLY FLY

Good bye…

2010-02-01T22:11:00.001+08:00

I came home all wear out from work today…somehow just tired…

Mom got a new TV so i went in the room and she suddenly pull me aside…

She say “七姑婆前幾日走左…”

my heart just sunk… for those who don’t know what 姑婆 mean they are sister of yr grandpa

She is my grandpa no. 7 sister the one who was close to my family last time…

and she have a bad bad bad mouth!!! she never fail to make fun of me, ticked me all the time, and make me laugh my heart out.

A very strange old lady that i love very dearly…

Every year since i was 13 i will take my granny to see her because she live alone… and it was somehow a very happy journey, granny will talk about the past…those good old memories…

She live close to other sister of hers my 五姑婆… she is healthy even till now i believe she in 98 or 99 this year, she always stun me by how capable she is.

last year was the last time i have seen her we went to her house she make me Chinese dessert her best dish.

I remember asking her “Next time i come visit you must teach me how to make okieeee?”

She laugh and say “ Can you handle or not young thing”

I told her “Bring it on”

Now i is all too late… she is far gone…

Shortly after i came back S'pore she was diagnose with cancer… and the day before she was discharge from hospital , her daughter meet with a sudden death…

How can any mother in that second not break down…

I was not here for her but granny went back shortly to see her…

I also recall she told me this… “ If i ever live long enough i am sure i will see u married a good man”

I almost choke in tears… my mean, cheeky 姑婆 suddenly say such things to me

I never thought i get so emotional now… trying to keep my tears from granny and mom…

姑婆 i love you very much

I will be missing you…

remembering you…

& keep your blessing with me…

rest in peace…

bruises…

2010-01-31T17:54:00.001+08:00

sorry for this ugly picture but i can’t help it this the 1st time in my life that i have a bruise on my feet!!!

look at the middle & right side!!! is blue black!!!! i still dunno how i get it =,=

and i counted i have 6 bruises in 1 day+ mossy kiss me 2 time!!! kill one of them in Marcus hus… ><

Over it was a really fun day =]]=]=]=]=]=]

GOOD DAY!!! smilly day…sugar dreamzzzz

today going to have hot pot at home~ yeah ~ food~ lalalala

making jelly !!! my bro dance a jelly dance i laugh till my stomach ><

so if u see me laughing to myself suddenly u can assume that i am recalling his ‘dancing’

A beautiful Smile =]

2010-01-28T21:01:00.001+08:00

1st is esfac lab test.. score 9.5/10 =]

than i realize i could not walk properly!! and it was my keen which is hurting me….

CANNOT WALK UP STAIRS!! AND CANNOT SQUAT DOWN!!!

omg… like an old woman…=,=

After that i broad the train and there was this little girl who keep looking at me and smile!!!

and she keep smiling, giggling, completely caught my attention.

Than before they leave her mom said “When you grown up next time want be like jie jie ?”

and she NOD!! OMG she is so cute~

i shy u know >< Gave her my last chocolate heez

totally make my day~

handbook anyone?

2010-01-27T21:32:00.001+08:00

Today jap was fun =] did a small rehearsal in front of sensei and she like it, listening test as okie manageable =/

I feel like a bloody coward… why am i having this unsecure feeling all over again… and also why i feel i might lose it again…

*sign*

2010-01-25T21:33:00.001+08:00

A short post…

加油,加油,加油,加油

加油,加油,加油,加油,

加油,加油,加油,加油,加油,加油…

LOVeXXX

role play~

2010-01-24T11:09:00.001+08:00

forgot to upload some picture on fri… and i make Marcus soooo irritated =p

Ivan!! What u trying to do to Marcus??? 0,o

Zi lian session 1~

2nd (what u looking at 0.o)

black nicer or red nicer???

waaahhh~ he is on drug…

i look at this picture and it reminded me of bendan photos hmmm

Firework~

2010-01-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

Chinatown tonight have celebration….very very noisy…but there is a good spirit =]

my window view…

fire work!!! right in front of my face =p

2nd

3rd..sorry for the blur picture…

BLINK blink blink….

2010-01-23T17:28:00.001+08:00

Chatting under the stars…

laughing at reckless jokes…

recalling the past…

Is a good way to spent a night… =]

let not forget the food…=D

Fan Of A Floating Woman..

2010-01-21T22:09:00.001+08:00

Some Cross The Pass Of Love,

Some Don’t.

Unless You Are The Watchman There,

It Is Not Your Right

To Cast Blame.

Korea…hmmm

2010-01-20T23:25:00.001+08:00

wondering if i should go or not… ya i know mom kind of let me go…=p

but still after thinking … is pretty ex…

although it is really attractive and might be my 1st study trip…

i dunno if i should go for a study trip or go back home….

so confusing… for once i am going with my friends… 2nd is a study trip i look forward to see the back stage and school…

aiya…..

my birthday… hiaz… dun want to know…

this is driving me crazy…

and for jap today went pretty well…=] got back the script and realize there is a lot to memorize… =[[

doubting my ability….

test..test..test…

2010-01-19T21:16:00.001+08:00

I HAVE SO MANY TEST TEST TEST COMING UP…

hiaz… getting stress…

But i have maths quiz today!!!!

and~~~~~ i got 20/20!!! yeah yeah yeah!!!!

finally i get a full mark before the year end…>,<

me and von von – see i so happy =]

wahhhh u want to kiss my hp issit??? 0.o

moooooshhhhh… von what that in yr mouth???

HAAAAHHHHH kana pick up by my nu ren!!!

i trying on Sharon Hoddy~

We rock out your bloody world!!!!

I think i started to like hoddy!!!

I am trying to seduce Van van…issit working?

is me after all =]]]]

Lastly…this is on the table!!! after my tray is cleared!

(really never do anything to it!!!)

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Tough break

2010-01-18T18:58:00.001+08:00

Today hor…. ~~bad luck~~ a bit deaf today.. than trip on the canteen that stairs…. ps sia… Some more 2 guys saw it … hiaz…no face leave…

then i realize my pinky is in pain and this happen….

right pinky

left pinky

see this one cannot straighten !!!! cannot type properly too…

after that in LT almost fall off literally forward….

after that have bubble tea with nu ren…suddenly my right hand numb!!!! waaaa dame pain…

that what they call ~~bad things~~ come in 3….

but will look on the Brightside of life =]

family day~

2010-01-17T16:49:00.001+08:00

kind of look through some photo today…recently family photo…

One game One dream..(my favorite magazine MPW!!!)

Me and Billy ..he not looking at the cam~

My snack for the day~

i click before u smile =p=p=p

she thinks i am crazy…

i look like my daddy more or mom..hmmm

hiaz i have to say.. time really taken some years off mom.. i mean… ya i know common sense

if i did not tell u i think u will think she is my sister from the back view…

Aunties family + me and Billy

Dinner with cousins and aunt

MOmmy and Daddy =] sweet~

These two nuts in my family…

Dad birthday.. at my dad shop also where i work can see y i say is EAT OUTSIDE ONE~

Typical hk life style =]

Thomas(he is seriously very cute) & dad(kana center putting =p)

lastly still dad heez miss him so much ><

My trip with him to Macau =]

Drawing…

2010-01-16T22:32:00.001+08:00

I am going to start back on some sketching again.. after doing some hcde project… it make me have that rush but wonder how long i can last..=p

show u some work i did i think 2 years back =]

Is from a manga called “behind master” not very popular

but quite nice to copy right =p

This is from my project… i think was A2… saw anything similar????

This rough sketch too boring…inspiration is from my piano…

but seriously no talent in fashion… dame ugly haiz…

I need to be something better….

hOme~

2010-01-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

Finally a day at home =]

went to the doctor today and guess what the doctor say” How can u drag so long before coming to get some medicine!! Don’t do it the next time if not it might get worst!”

SO kana scolded =,=

And have to eat medicine… i don’t like…

Also while i was going to the clinic A FROGGY FREAK THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!! i jump off the road… lucky my embarrassing moment was not seen by anyone…. sorry to those people who like froggy… i hate them… really…

After that i made BUBBLE TEA at home.. and it was a successful.. i can do that again =]

cook pasta with mom but they eat i watch =p

As you see i change my blog skin today also my blog song… if you would like i have 3 songs on the player… 1st is The meadow Alexander Desplot 2nd is wonderful tonight!!! 3 rd is The best mistake i ever made…

PLEASE DO NOT CLOSE THIS TAB BEFORE U FINISH HEARING ALL 3 SONG!!!

aaaa so nice to have a day like this =]

Improvement~

2010-01-15T21:16:00.001+08:00

Today met up with Ivan and Marcus for a project meeting =]

change the script and finish the props =]

Is nice to work and have some fun at the same time =]

Some pic~

Not color yet..

Colored!!

some how the color works~

A heart without color… (mine was once like this =p)

Than is colored

NATSUNMATSRI!!! (Summer festival~)

Domo & Small Domo at Natsunmatsri~

Lastly say GOod Nitte~ See Ya! =]

Lovexxx

a LONG GOOD DAY~

2010-01-14T20:47:00.001+08:00

Today went for JAE and meet a new friend =] Jie Qi =]

And found so many thing in common, both of as is so talkative =p talk more than work =p

Today is windy… felt nice sitting at the front gate to just have a chat =]

And of cuz ending off my day with a great big smile =]

Tml going to meet for project sensei compliant that our script too short… so going to work on it..

AND I CANNOT FIND MY OIL PASTEL!!!! is somewhere in the room hmmmm >,< … my room a bit too big….sometime have a hard time finding things….

Being loved…

2010-01-13T22:42:00.001+08:00

my heart is swaying again… i am giving myself hope…but i have no idea if i am right…my heart have a sing a song…a song for you… *shaking my head* every little thing … is staying in my mind…

i should consider the “what if”… but i am scared … i really am… i learn that lesson… hiaz… like i am not hurt bad enough…

what might he be thinking? Is he too feeling what i am feeling? such a stupid question to ask…

I hate being hang dangling half way… yet i hate the ugly truth & also love the beautiful reality… what an irony i am…

All this is still new… i know that well…thought i can just get over it … i think i am wrong…

L.O.V.E is a 4 letter word…. which i have totally no clue of it anymore… It drive me crazy… and i want it to…. aaaaa what am i saying…. Someone care to show me?

Wondering …maybe i see you in my dream… at least i can find your comfort there… my sweet sugar dream

Reid Birthday+ psps

2010-01-12T22:44:00.001+08:00

Today is Reid~ birthday the 1st birthday of the year!!! was pretty good i like the balloon~ like UP the movie and Reid was so cute with the balloon

Then we have psps presentation, and sammy thier group did well i like their presentation =]

Then me, van and von went for JAE… but we mostly slack off the day =p

Fishy~

& The Redbull gave me have sugar rush i can’t even sleep on the train but i was very tired…and bedok have basum malum so many people!!! want to go walk walk lei but like no time~

Tml FINALLY GOT JAP~ miss all the fun hahaha

My throat still hurt like mad but i make it through another day~ i hope soon get better, Sharon is already sick… take care dear =]

Presentation~

2010-01-11T21:15:00.001+08:00

So today was our Intht presentation, and the feedback was GOOD JOB!! we did great and i believe our effort pay off!! nu ren can finally relax!!! i also my throat hurt so bad today… but somehow i pull though and *blush* got praise too ><

Well after the shermeen went to join us for a late lunch and she fell off a broken chair in the canteen . i hope she is okie~ >,<

So my compliant today = TP ENGINE SCHOOL CANTEENs MUST CHANGE THIER CHAIR!!!!

aside from this accident… i am generally in a pretty good mood~ heez really~ smiling smiling~

LAst day~

2010-01-10T11:50:00.001+08:00

So yesterday was the last day of open house, kind of sad but fun, i think for the 1st time i am proud to say “ I AM FROM TP ENGINE SCHOOL”

enough of talk let me show you some pic~

I LOVE TP & FDM!!!!

MY SHOES~ waiting for the gals as usual

when my camera is out ~

ME AND NU REN (notice our smile like so big)

MS CALLY FLOWER~

Group Pic~

I’m shorter than you heeez

LOOK PICture!!!!!

ending time !!!

Sammy and me~

LAstly JAM & HOP!!!!

2 nd IFM!!!!

2010-01-08T23:34:00.001+08:00

2nd day of Open House we help in IFM booth and we have to pull and intro our course… i talk non- stop like to a lot of people till my throat hurt so bad now… and i barley cheer…. i have no idea my throat will hurt worst when i talk non-stop… but we have mass dance heez nice~

some picture

and i finish MR DOMO !!! i realize i dun like color pencil on cardboard not going to do that next time ><

OPEN HOUSE 1st day!!!

2010-01-07T21:43:00.001+08:00

So went for TP Open House today as E-Guide!!!

As fun fun fun but tiring, i manage to pull a few to IFM booth and a few round of intro, then went for 3 MESS DANCE!!! I like that, was the best part =] and i almost lost my ring!!!! slip off my finger ><

Also we where on FM 98 WOOOO we did this cheer and we were put on air!!! So cool~ i was so excited like a a bit crazy =p can’t help it =p

(i am the one with the black bag =] )

I dun know what is my next move or should i even move… kind of dumb…

tml have to hand in ppt and report…

looking forward to 2nd day open house~

SO MANY THINGS!!!

2010-01-06T21:36:00.001+08:00

SO i start today off with hcde did my 1st desk pretty cool~ but have a block nose and was so sick in the morning..

then meet Ivan-san to design the cardborad something like this came out of us!!!

DOMO version of GITA

Ivan draw this >< i love it !!!

he gave me this too so CUTE!!!! my 1st straw flower!!! =p

then after tat went o finish our intht then went for e guide brifing , and my heart ach the whole time i was there … i also dun know what to do next…

All i want to do

2010-01-04T21:36:00.001+08:00

So for many student like my bro, today is the 1st say of school and he gave me some positive feedback for now =p he make me think back on my high school years and i realize so many have change yet some stayed , the school, the people, as much as i regret all those things that happen, i am glad that it happen and that it will not happen again.

And Ivan make me think of 白马王子.

I remember watching this show and the lady’s husband was having cancer and is last stage, after a 30 years marriage, they plan to renew their vow.

“And there he is after 30 years he came with his white horse for me.

I giggle and an “Ah Huh” moment came.

NEW YEAR

2010-01-01T00:58:00.001+08:00

It officially 2010, i have to get use to saying this now, J just reminded me that i have 2 month and 20 days before i turn 19… 1st thing that attack me. >< but i will age beautifully =]

Then overall for my 2009… was new as for school , made some new friends and i think i made a new soul mate too my nu ren >.<

also a hard break up with Jim, then break down, then pick up my courage again..and tears came running down so i suppose all this was an emotional ride… but i think that what people call fulfilling =]

Lastly i am looking forward to a new year, every year i say this but is still what i am looking for.

A New year simple. i am going to work on my projects, of cause my exam, working hard for it.

Also hopefully some love luck to fill my pretty dry heart. Good health, stay healthy and keep my true happiness alive =]

New Year Eve

2009-12-31T22:42:00.001+08:00

After school me and nu ren plan to go shopping, and i mean my type of shopping =]

We found dresses for one another, and i found nu ren one this

Spinning~

then nu ren choose 3 for me (i more picky only choose one for her ><)

White for me!!! pretty

A long dress i think it look better when i was outside the dressing room. now i know i can wear something like that =]

A brown one very comfortable i like this =]

After all the walking we went for MOVIE i choose Sherlock Holmes , at 1st i was thinking if nu ren will like it, but i have fate heez annnnnnddd she like it!!! yeah!!!

It was nice, he act better in Sherlock Holmes then in Ironman…

A great date , a great day, and a great year ahead =]

a short day..

2009-12-30T16:42:00.001+08:00

was so blur today.. i did not know there was no Jap lesson today, lucky i msg Marcus if not i will be waiting for class to start…

I got to show what i draw for psps

Our sketch for the project .. simple but i think i believe is very much possible =]

Anyone want to go out with me for countdown?

so sick…

2009-12-29T21:09:00.001+08:00

Oh god… i am so sick today… it was up up up up than down down down then up again errr i started tearing up of the blue and just want to close my eyes… and rest…

also must say THANK YOU TO MY NU REN FOR THE PILLOW hugging it now… =]

I pass 2 subject but fail one… to myself i look at what going on i was telling myself, i am improving well just a bit but still i am seeing a bit of result…

i just want to do and give my best, and even if the result let me down, got to just pull yourself back up again.. one way or another this is life right? simple but hard…

i need to rest, really i have 2 tough week to go …

i hope i make it though … please do…

A note to God…

2009-12-28T18:52:00.001+08:00

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what’s in my soul
I’d ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I’d pour my heart out on each page
I’d ask for war to end
And for peace to mend this world
I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road…… we’re on

If I wrote a note to God
I’d say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness
Put some tenderness in our hearts
And I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we’re on

No, no no no
We can’t do this on our own
So

No, no no no
We can’t do this on our own
So, So

If I wrote a note to God

( I have wrote a note to god, once a long time ago, praying that he will receive my prayer and make all those bad things go away but as times goes by i have forgotten…and when i heard this song, my next reaction was tears running down my face… and all of a sudden i remember my prayer… )

Gathering and Books

2009-12-27T22:09:00.001+08:00

i finish a book in border with Marcus today.. and as a interesting book…. shows a lot of how human can be like… make my heart ach for them…

Then rush down for family dinner.. was nice

weiwei and aunty Becky

Billy & me lovexx

Ming and aunty may

She is flying back England soon~

smileee

what with you???

this is what i call chatting =]

2009-12-26T20:11:00.001+08:00

So today we so call finish our draft for intht.

Then me, von von and van van went to T1 sit there for lunchy and for dunno how many hrs we just started to chat chat and chat.

Man it was great!!! =]

I have a great time>< heeez one word “INTERESTING”.

Smiley~

love my nu ren (rememeber what we were doing this time0.0)

VAN Van wooooooo

One of my favorite drink~

More pictures from yesterday…

2009-12-24T16:34:00.001+08:00

MIss Lee u very snacky~

aaaaaa

Squash~

yuen Wahhhhh

GRoup Photo loves kissies

Christmas Party!!!!

2009-12-23T23:41:00.001+08:00

GB Christmas party~~~ yeah i have was a blast =]

Miss the gals so much , talk to YL like we are at a bar hahah… then we lost the skill of starting fire!!! feel so bad…

i have more present for Christmas then on my birthday can u believe it.. YL keep laughing at me><

some pic (complain to nu ren !!! I dunno how use yr camera!!!! all blur blur one!!!! not happy)

Cutey pie & me

Me & Yan Ling

Our Cookie.. cute right i got the snow man!!!

we got free Christmas hat!!! heeez

Thanks to Ms Lee BF we manage to have our fire (but we cook on the grill…)

yuen wa & me (Grap my ass today..>,<)

of cuz the toilet pic how can we go without it…

Last of cuz present present!!

Hope i get the other pic too…><

is a wake up call

2009-12-21T18:40:00.001+08:00

I know what i want. i am in for 100% but if you are not up to it, then i rather not have it.

To be caught up in the moment was well both good and bad.

I need a man, not a boy…

I want to be his Lady, not his girl…

As much as i want it, i believe i make the right choice

tomorrow…

2009-12-20T19:05:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow…waiting.. waiting

beauty+ rain

2009-12-20T00:25:00.001+08:00

when down for lunch then took a walk in the rain…

i suddenly think of this flower…

Is call Fuchsia…

mean confiding love..

True beauty, THANK YOU MOTHER NATURE!!!

Circle of life

2009-12-18T15:00:00.001+08:00

Painted by Tania Knudsen

If only there is a way, i wish to summaries every single thing that happen in my life. There cannot be an answer, when you know that the question does not offer an option of answer. NOTHING IS PERFECT. I might love it, you might hate it. Is a personal perspective to it, we have no right to judge yet we judge

Nothing can and will stop me from being happy

Now i am walking this path which i choose to be happy, optimistic it might sound, but is a decision, i have a choice and i will use it.

This is a little part from the past… i think that the summary of that part of it =p

is a song haha but no music to it(is it even call a song hmmmm)

Boy, before you go, listen

listen to my heart,

When you leave you leave without a word,

what was i support to do…

what’s in between you and i…

will it all those disappear?

I was young, i have trust, i have fate in you…

oh babe, babe was i just a game to you?

Years have past, trees have grown,

i look back , i told myself that i have grown

No matter how much i wish for those hands

It will never be the same

you will never come back

and thanks to you

i am who i am today…

Now i have him to hold…him to hold

JAP JAP JAP!!

2009-12-16T22:17:00.001+08:00

WE FINISH OUR 1ST SCRIPT!!!!

So cool we spent 5 hr hard core concentration and fun we make it… then after that super hungry, and i make a new friend Keep talking after dinner =] haha Mr. white Horse.. haha we laugh till our face numb~ must add Marcus in soon… I have 22 line to memories!! i must do it!!!

have to upload some pic from the marina barrage.. i like those we took on the bus =]

Nu ren my nu ren we look like les couple u know.. I think i taking the guy role ><

Van Van finger so big~ Ringing the bell??

Win Win Win!!!

LOve people Love

BUle BuLE

Fly Fly Fly~~~~

Group PIcture!!!!

LOok At my hair~ (see behind that might just be where we are working in the future)

unbelievable .. but yet ..

2009-12-15T23:40:00.001+08:00

Can u believe i smile till my face numb… hahha amazingly great feeling after a long time ….

Nuts, crazy, a little mix of everything i guess… new too…

overall i think i am enjoying it =]

What more can i ask…

2009-12-15T21:02:00.001+08:00

Is really a surprise.. i have no idea what to expect, but for some reason, i am comfortable, i like it, so short yet so amazing, i hope that it can continue its story.

If that is not too much to ask from.

I hope for you to stay. Will you?

you…

2009-12-14T11:19:00.001+08:00

I don’t hope you will be one of those people who were supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, and then walk away…

Don’t don’t do that to me…

My heart is melting… cuz of u

I survived!!!

2009-12-13T12:41:00.001+08:00

I survived a 23 hr camp staying almost all awake for 34 hrs and i hurt my leg… won a little so something, broke my voice and meet some new faces..=](make my day)

So what next a lot!!!!! my 2 week is pack full of activates~ so happyyyyyy

and the phrase for today

“I LIKE IT LOVE IT ADORE IT ADMIRE IT FALL FOR IT”

BAD ROMANCE

2009-12-11T13:37:00.001+08:00

i want your every thing as long as is free…

i want your love…

you know that i want you,

and you know that i need you,

i want it bad

your bad romance

I WANT YOUR LOVING

AND I WANT YOU REVENGE

YOU AND ME COULD WRITE A BAD ROMANCE

I WANT YOUR LOVING

ALL YOUR LOVER REVENGE

J’veux ton amour

Et je veux ton revenge

J’veus ton amour

I’DONT WANT TO BE FRIENDS

1st chapter~

2009-12-11T00:59:00.001+08:00

i can’t believe it… i did it… my 1st chapter is published heeez… hopefully will have some preview… so excited…aaaaaaaaaaa…. is 12.58 am and i am dame hungry…

TERM BREAK~

2009-12-10T20:56:00.001+08:00

Finally is over~ hope everything pays off =]

AFter the test i have decided to enjoy myself heeezzz let it all out~

And the solution… KTV!!!

WOOOOO i sang my heart out!!! have a blast=]

Thanks guys =]

Tml going to have a overnight camp… goodbye sleep~

Mistake

2009-12-08T21:54:00.001+08:00

As long as we live, we are bound to make mistake.

I am tie down by the mistake i made…although it have been years .

Noting ,nothing in this world can ever take that guilt i have away from me.

All i can tell myself now… i will never make that mistake twice… you can be stupid and childish once, but you learn

I was lucky… i am able to say that for now…

No one can be sure about the next day… i just hope that it will go fine,simple… as simple as it can be…

I can’t blame anyone… i can’t…

what done is done…

Actually..

when it end…

i tell myself..

1st Sight

You

a painful month

Letter to Juliet…

you surprise me…

It took me some time to realize this, but sometimes, what you want isn’t always what you get, but in the end what you get is so much better than what you wanted.

1 down 6 more to go~

The key to life

“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was thekey to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.” John Lennon

I wouldn’t forget

we might not be close again, but i won't ever forget how it used to be♥

Gone

短暂的温柔, 短暂的拥有, 短暂的幸福

quote

There are some hurts that you never completely get over,

and you think that time will diminish their presence and to a degree it does.

But it still hurts because well,

hurt hurts.

Wonderful morning

PROJECT!!! RUN!!

Goodbye..6/6/2010

Impression…

ugly!!

thanks you =}

what kind of regrets?

Are you prepare?

ENDING MEANING another Start is beginning…

Wear out…damaged.. but somehow protected…

=}

Tired=lack of time

Something Fishy~

Sick

Day out =]

this is not working…

1st day of my 2nd year

really got me thinking

shopping~

Back to S’pore

train ride~

what should/could i do…

so wat happen?

My 19th year

News…

Shopping

IS it a cure or a poison

Freak

picture to show…

Wonderful

A new MOon

My heart will go on

Rest Thank God~

RanDom

春節快乐

Family…

Special

coming….

lord… can i have an answer?

Disappointment~

SAD…><

Good bye…

bruises…

A beautiful Smile =]

handbook anyone?

role play~

Firework~

BLINK blink blink….

Fan Of A Floating Woman..

Korea…hmmm

test..test..test…

Tough break

family day~

Drawing…

hOme~

Improvement~

a LONG GOOD DAY~

Being loved…

Reid Birthday+ psps

“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the
key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be
when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand
the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.” John Lennon